If I might see his face to-day! - He is so happy now! -To hear His laugh is like a roundelay- So ringing-sweet and clear! His step-I heard it long before He bounded through the open door To tell his marriage. -Ah! so kind- So good he is! -And I-so blind!
But thus he always came to me- Me, first of all, he used to bring His sorrow to-his ecstasy- His hopes and everything; And if I joyed with him or wept, It was not long _the music_ slept,- And if he sung, or if I played- Or both,-we were the braver made.
I grew to know and understand His every word at every call,- The gate-latch hinted, and his hand In mine confessed it all: He need not speak one word to me- He need not sigh-I need not see,- But just the one touch of his palm, And I would answer-song or psalm.
He wanted recognition-name- He hungered so for higher things,- The altitudes of power and fame, And all that fortune brings: Till, with his great heart fevered thus, And aching as impetuous, I almost wished sometimes that _he_ Were blind and patient made, like me.
But he has won! -I knew he would. - Once in the mighty Eastern mart, I knew his music only could Be sung in every heart! And when he proudly sent me this From out the great metropolis, I bent above the graven score And, weeping, kissed it o'er and o'er. -
And yet not blither sing the birds Than this glad melody,-the tune As sweetly wedded with the words As flowers with middle-June; Had he not _told_ me, I had known It was composed of love alone- His love for _her_. -And she can see His happy face eternally! -
While _I_-O God, forgive, I pray! - Forgive me that I did so long To look upon his face to-day! - I know the wish was wrong. - Yea, I am thankful that my sight Is shielded safe from such delight: - I can pray better, with this blur Of blindness-both for him and her.
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